Sunday, August 21, 2005
Contemplating...
going to Turkey in Dec dat is... should i or shouldnt i... hmmm... up to dis vey moment, am stil comtemplating, thinking, analysing the pros and cons... lets see... the minus points.... 1. kinda costly(wld set me back by 2.5k at least... aaaarggh) 2. going wif kak yang(KY) & her by-then-would-be-husband (macam lampost lak... kental).... now the plus pts... 1. i get to go Turkey 2. i get to go Turkey 3. i get to go Turkey... hahahahaha... now i'm juz crappy... still... shld i or shldnt i... dilema seorang wanita...
the thing is, i wanna go somewer further than juz KL for a holiday man... balik2, hol gi m'sia... takde tempat lain ke kekawan... kita sume kan dah besar... abt time we explore the world... venture out a lil further... hehehe... and i feel now's the best time.... while we r still single (as in unmarried) & earning our own money... but i guess its easier said than done (isnt dat always the case???)... some of us r still living paycheck by paycheck (even wif real jobs!!)... so real holidaying is like out of the question... can only afford cheap, quick getaways across the causeway... aaargh... can be frustrating at times ya... when we were younger and didnt noe any better, we thought we'd be financially settled by now (or settled down for dat matter)... never imagined dat at dis age, we r still budgeting like wat... then we go out and see kids (youngsters, i mean) who dun look a day over 18 all over town... and dey look like dey've got money to throw away... and we'll be wondering, wer the **** do dey get all dat money to spend... hehehe... pelik tapi benar... brings back to my dilema abt going to Turkey... hmmm... its all about the money man...
if only i cld psycho someone into spending dat amt of money to go Turkey in Dec... i'd be damn lucky... til then i'd stil remain as a confused lady contemplating whether i shld take dat flight...