Sunday, September 11, 2005
Disbelieving...
that tomoro marks the start of the final school term!!! omigod... the craziest, maddest, busiest, stressfullest (hehe... new word...), blink-and-u'll-miss-it term... phew... deep breaths, deep breaths... no need to hyperventilate ya... before i noe it, it'll be the dec hols... yeah!!! i can do it!!! hmmm... lets see wat i've accomplished during the one-week hol... i've juz completed my LP for the week and i've marked the maths practice paper... dats the school part (more things not done than done... hehe)... on the homefront, my room has been painted *wide grin* and i'm very satisfied wif the colour... furniture's been moved around and all is settled... didnt get down to cleaning my wardrobe and study table tho... well wateva... life goes on... hehe... i'll find time to do the rest...
another thing dat i'm kinda disbelieving was smtg mentioned by my dear cuzin... yesterday at my nenek's hse... we had a kenduri so she told me dis while we were gobbling down the delicious food... hehe... (kinda hungry at the moment, talking abt food... havent eaten a real meal the whole day... sheesh... my tummy's making vicious yet funny growling sounds...) dear cuzin is frens wif a fren of x-man... cuzin and fren (let's call him M) been frens since sec sch... neway, she told me dat in one of their recent conversations, she cant remember why and how, but somehow x-man got into the story... and she kinda referred to him as a good-for-notin or smtg along dat line... and M wasnt very happy abt the labelling and jumped to x-man's defense... so according to dear cuzin, she and M were like "Do u noe wat He did to her?" and "Well do u noe wat She did to him?" respectively... hehe... untill they both decided to let it rest since wat happened between x-man and me has got notin to do wif them and like why the hell are they fighting over us... good for them... coz it'll be sooo not worth it for them to fall out wif each other bcoz of dis...
wat strikes me about her brief recount of the conversation was... it seems to me dat wateva x-man had related to M... he made himself sound like the victim in the whole situation... which is like soooo not true... wateva dat i did... the informing and all dat... it's all well-intended coz i knew how incapable x-man was at handling such a crisis since we've been der before... he has proven his incapability to clean up after his own mess and all i wanted to do was to make things easier for him... i would have thought he'd be grateful to me since it saved him the hassle of having to muster the courage (which he has little of... haha...) and think (another trait dat he lacks... hahaha... now i'm being mean) of appropriate words to use to explain the situation to certain individuals dat ought to be informed... well well well... pple do change but i guess certain characteristics (like having courage and the ability to think and being grateful) are hard to nurture... at the end of the day... some pple still juz tink of themselves... to them it's all about Me Me Me... how it's bad for them, how dey've been wronged, how dey were denied a second chance, blah blah blah... and i'm like... Helloooooo.... wake up already... the world doesnt revolve ard u alone... duh...
okies... my darling bro has juz walked thru the door and i can smell the LJS take-away dat i ordered from him via sms... hehe... smells good... and i'm famished... so jemput makan... Bismillah...