Friday, March 30, 2007
Freaky...
Wat is it? The season of forgiveness? Gosh... all of a sudden, out of the blue, people are asking me to forgive them... 2 nites in a row, from 2 different people with varying reasons... I've long forgiven them coz wat happened between us was like ages ago... several years actually... and to carry around a heavy burden of bitterness or anger at someone for so long is to me totally crazy...
Nonetheless, hearing those long overdue apologies made me reflect... actually i didnt really hear it from the horses' mouth... more like thru smses and the msn... (ya... sooo sincere rite... hehe) why dun people ( in my case here, x-boyfrens) think before they act... if they had done dat, they wouldnt need to contact me donkey years later and apologise for all the shit they put me thru... it's like, juz when u've managed to push those memories waaay behind at the backest (if dats the word) of ur mind, they bring it all flooding back... the betrayal, the hurt... tho i'm no longer angry, but still it reminds me of how silly i was to have endured such treatment...
and wat great timing... dis week's really tough... and i have a headache dats buggimg me since yesterday... gosh... and i gotta rush thru dis entry coz the school's gonna close soon...